I AM FUNKY FRESH =]

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-08-02T18:32:00

2006-08-02T22:34:55Z

this

sucks.

i want to get high and drunk so i dont have to deal with this shit.
cause i hate it.

goodbye.

cause you had a bad day

2006-05-26T19:23:38Z

who wants to drink til we cant feel feelings anymore?
roxi does.
but it probably wont happen because im a loser and dont have much of a social life.
maybe i'll go to my sister's soon.. i can do it over there.
i just want some alcohol.

yeah. so today was stupid. im glad to be home.
but on the good side, im officially a senior. so that is a good feeling.
im done now.

goodbye.

i left my body in my other clothes..

2006-05-13T03:18:37Z

i like my hair today. its getting long. i like it long.
i realized that i dont have a future, really.
and that now more than ever, i would never make it as a writer.
yeah sometimes i can write good stuff so i wanted to maybe write opinions somewhere.. i dont really know because i have no idea who or what i want to be. but reading stuff out of books, uuuhhh my writing is SHIT compared to that. like kindergarten shit. like holy shit shit. seriously its nothing like that in books. which sucks. because im jealous.
im confused about myself right now so how would i fucking know my future?
i have the brain mentality of a 7 year old with really good manners and cares a lot. and has great thinking skills when it comes to weird and deep thoughts. mature thoughts. but shes still pretty dumb and cant really stay focused on wanting one thing.
im really weird, sorry.
but yeah.
im gonna buy a book tomorrow. because i need to do something else productive.
and ive always wanted to read the perks of being a wallflower because it looks like something i would LOVE.. seriously.
so yup.
its also summer coming up. im gonna get slim because i almost threw up the other day seeing the sick mirror horrors when i put on my bikini from last year. yeah.. all that junk food adds up after all. will i change? fuck no. i say that i will and desire to, but never gonna happen. and soon, i'll get over it. yeah pretty much im gonna be a 400 pound bitch on maury or something and die at the age of 40 from heart complications or whatever people die from by eating horribly.
next.
going real cheap for mother's day. she doesnt want much and we have been getting along real well lately so i'll just make her something nice with photos on it. she likes that sappy shit. =].
other than that, ive been real content lately. tired, but not sad or happy.
sucks having a bf that you cant see. havent seen him since april 1st.. wow. talk on the phone everyday, but its not the same. hes getting a car soon. in your fucking face, dad. IN. YOUR. FACE. couch faggot.
a toaster strudel or two sounds about lovely right now.

peace and im out.

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-04-29T17:07:00

2006-04-29T21:13:25Z

ummm yah i havent updated in FOREVER. i have a boyfriend now. larry. but my dad is a fuckhead so i havent seen him since the last time i posted.. april 1st. i dont know what else is new with me though. i got a digital camera the day before easter.. ive been hanging out with my sister a lot which is awesome because i fucking love her. and ive been hanging with amanda lately which is just awesome. and i went to the fall out boy concert and all the other bands there. but i dont wanna rant about that. did enough of that last week. lmao but yeah that was the best day of my life for sure. im trying to get a job too. worked at tj maxx with my sister for the whole work day.. it was like i had a real job. it was for take your child to work day but i didnt even see her half the time becuase they made me like an employee so i did whatever tehy asked and i got all the shitty jobs that they never do.. it was HARD labor lol im not even kidding. i was sore from working. so yeah im applying at some stores in the mall. fun stuff. but i feel real lazy this weekend. and fat. ive just been eating and watching movies because amanda is busy and my dad wont let me take the car much so i cant really go anywhere. and larry hasnt called me and i miss that guy. =[.. i dont know. im not happy today lol. but im not sad. im just content. i guess.. i just feel like going crazy for no reason. so im gonna go sit on my ass some more.. no is talking online. asdgo;jdlasgj later bitches.

haahaha

2006-04-01T15:51:10Z

theres a snake in my boot! hahahaa lmao

sorry im wearing my cute boots today with my skirt and i looked at my boots in the mirror and i just randomly yell THERES A SNAKE IN MAH BOOT!! it was pretty funny. shoulda been there.

but anyways. good morning everyone. im having a grand crazy morning because im home alone. you have no idea

woooo.

im seeing larry today.. and im so nervous. ahh <scary scream can ya tell

throw your hands up in the air

2006-03-24T02:50:18Z

COME ON LETS GO GET IT ON! EVERYBODY LETS GO HAVE SOME FUN!

MAKIN A LOTTA NOISE UP THERE, THROW YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR!

lmao

Happy boys and happy girls, will be
We are the happy boys and girls
Happy boys and happy girls, will be
So happy, yeah! so, so happy, yeah!

Happy boys and happy girls, will be
We are the happy boys and girls
Happy boys and happy girls, will be
Oh yeah, so happy...

this is my new favorite song. ive been listening to it way too much today. it puts me in a great mood. everyone dl it.. it such a fuckin good song. wow im like way out of it right now. its fun excetp i cant do anythng fast. im soooo slow at typin right now

ms clink clink clinkity clank

2006-03-21T20:11:59Z

today was fun i guess. not too bad. had a fight with mama in the morning kind of. just arguing a bit about nothing. oh well. im over it. we are just not morning people. day went by good. 3rd hour was funny with the presentations. and in 4th hour, katie was messed up so that was grand. haha. and then lunch, i was a witness to that fight. i was sittin right there when it happened so it was awesome. adn then james was throwin down rhymes about the mean bitch lady named ms.clink? or something. we think thats her name. but she was being stupid so he was like "ms clink clink clinkity clank. sounds like coins in the bank." or soemthing. and then he was like "smells so rank. stinkity stank!" it was soooo funny i dont even know. lmao hes the shizz. it was just pretty dang funny. thats about it. now i gotta do chores and what not. yippee. hopefully the rest of the week will go by pretty fast and then the weekend wont suck. then its SPRING BREAK. i dont even have that much fun because i dont go anywhere but still. no school. so please.. if anyone wants to hang out. get at me because im gonna be bored and i dont want to waste it alone anymore. lol. its stupid. 853-1201 if you need it. i'll update later though. i dont think i have any other snews. whaaatever. have a good day

aldf;hjfl;kah

2006-03-14T14:49:20Z

SERIOUSLY OH MY GOD!!!
i was just going through really old entries trying to find some funny stuff to pass the time and i found some pretty hilarious shit that im going to be laughing my ass off when i get home.. and i kept going back trying to find some mood icons labled "crazy" or something with a fun mood so i could find a fun entry and its all "Depressed", depressed, depressed, melancholy, depressed, sad, tired..

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS!? JESUS CHRIST YOU GUYS SHOULD HAVE LIKE BITCHED SLAPPED ME OR LIKE BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF ME. OMG. the ones from waaaay back are HORRIBLE. i feel the absolute worst knowing i was like that and wrote about EVERYTHING. seriously i want to puke. i was so lame. so im real sorry about all of that. ughghg omg. lol. you seriously should have like shot me. i'll probably update when i get home but i gotta go, suckas.

uh help

2006-03-12T04:28:09Z

um, am i going to be ok?
what the fuck did i to my body. im sitting here shaking and crying with so much pain. it was gone this morning, just a real bad cold, but it came back worse. seriously the only time i try to take care of my body, it has an oppositite effect. i really hope it ends by tomorrow because if it gets any worse, im having my mom take me somewhere.

my day started off horrible since my bad cold, then me and mom went out to breakfast with my g-ma d and something happened there that was HILARIOUS but im not writing about that now. then from that moment on, i was sooo hyper adn laughing at everything. i was so energetic even with my cold. but then it punched me in the face when bam, got sick like friday only worse. i dont know whats going on. fucking oh well. i was gone thursday and friday, and this weekend went by kind of fast and it so wasnt worth being a weekend. i hope i dont miss monday. that wouldnt be good. but im gonna go lay down and try to get some sleep. peace out

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-03-07T01:31:00

2006-03-07T06:34:34Z

does anyone have any ideas of what to put on a shirt? im gonna be makin some more. so far ive thought of putting :
me gusta usted. which means "i like you." and id add a =] ..lol.
and one that says: business is slow daddy. lmao! if you seen the charlie brown video its HILARIOUS. i'll post urls to that and the touretts cat video. they are hilarious. but on the charlie brown kwanza remake, charlie brown is like "BITCH, WHERES MY MOTHA FUCKIN MONEY!?" and lucy smiles and goes "business is slow, daddy!" lmao. its great. but i dont know what else to write on the shirts.
any suggestions?
thanks

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-03-05T23:39:00

2006-03-06T05:15:08Z

so i had a great weekend. i dont feel as though ive got enough sleep but its all good in the hood. on saturday, i went out to eat with the family for my dad's bday. my 2 g-mas and my uncle were there including jackie and shane of course. me and my uncle laughed a lot. like when i showed him my shirt. ive been making shirts using iron on letters. like on my old shirts and one i bought. they are soo cute. the first one i made was on sat and thats what i wore to dinner. it says "MORBIDLY OBSESE" on it. lmao. its mean i know but hilarious. my uncle was cracking up. i dont remember what all we were laughing about but it was pretty hilarious. i was like "i made a shirt today. guess what it says?" hes like "what?" and i go "morbidly obese." he smiled and was like "who is that for?" and i was like "me!" and he cracked up soo bad. it was great. i want to remmeber so bad. we also laughed about helen keller because i told him a joke. so yup. i think i said we were gangstas or something. but i told him to keep it real and that im a black folk too. haha. it was great. then later that night, me panda bear came over. we had a blast. first, we went to meijer to get more iron on letters for me, and to blockbuster to get a movie. i dont know whats with us and cars but seriously we seem to have a huge problem with acting ghetto. we always rock out to anything. actually today we were jammin to the tempations. =] weird. OH and when we were walking out of meijer, this girl was trying to be cool with this guy and was like "WOOOOOH! sexy mamas!" or something like that and we were like omg. this girl was soo stupid. then they tried to be cool by like speeding the fuck out of there. bitches. anyways, after all that fun, we got back and she got on her sn while i tried to make smoothies. we got a smoothie/ice cream maker or something and i couldnt figure it out for the life of me so i just started smashing up red white and blue popsicles and ate it. it was soooo good. didnt make very much though. then i made more shirts. i have this shirt that is short sleeve but they are like cut somehow.. hard to explain. and its too small for me because its a few years old, and totally cute and i put on there "I AM A PROSTITUTE" HAHA. its awesome. so i got a bit iron happy. today i put "WHORE" on my pillow, and a "J" on my slippers because my sister jackie ALWAYS wears them so i just gave them to her. and i made my dad a bday something. and i put "ROXANNE" on the back of my zip up. sweatshirt. OH AND i have this old shirt with a pink lowercase glitter "r" on it. and lol i put a D on one side, and UNK on the other. so now it says "DrUNK" lmao. its gareat. omg and sat night, we were watching The Prince and Me 2 which we rented which sucked btw. we didnt even finish it. and during the begining where they show directors and music people or whatever.. well out of no where i was like "did you see that name!!" and started laughing and she was like noo. i was like "ROSENDAHOOOGAFLAGEN!" in a funny accent and we died laughing. the ladies name was olga rosenf- something or other and i could have read it normally but the name was so weird i had to say it. lmao. also had fun with gross hot pockets and we had a microwave competition. good times. so this morning before we went on a doughnut run, i ironed on "BITCH" to one of her tanktops. haha. that was when we were jammin to the temtations in the car and other slow fun songs. we had the windows down and there is snow on the ground so it was crazy. but hilarious. we have fun. GET THE FUCK DOWN FROM THERE! aha charlie brown. but im gonna go now. we gotta hang out again dude. that was great fun. =] later days

this made my night

2006-03-04T01:32:24Z

wow i totally love this kid. james is the shizz!!!

xokidtronikxo: hey long loxi roxi poxi who rocks my little soxi
x LilMisstake x: haha
x LilMisstake x: hey james whos not lames who likes flames whos also randy who is dandy and likes candy and likes the beach with fine water and sandy.
xokidtronikxo: damn
xokidtronikxo: thats off the heezy
x LilMisstake x: fo sheezy
xokidtronikxo: our rymes are like niggateezy
xokidtronikxo: like easy breezy japanesey
x LilMisstake x: lmao
x LilMisstake x: my tummeezy is queezy
xokidtronikxo: then take some pepto... it allways meezy
xokidtronikxo: when my stomach feels sleazy
x LilMisstake x: did you eat some bad cheezy?
xokidtronikxo: actually i did, it was that damn squeaky cheezy
xokidtronikxo: *squeezy
xokidtronikxo: not squeaky
x LilMisstake x: ahah
xokidtronikxo: squeaky cheese is the shit in the back of my fridgeweezy
xokidtronikxo: i gotta get around to cleanin that
x LilMisstake x: lol fridgeweezy
xokidtronikxo: heheheh
x LilMisstake x: so its so fresh and so clean
xokidtronikxo: as clean as afrosheen
x LilMisstake x: haha
x LilMisstake x: as freshazimiz
xokidtronikxo: lol i cant believe we rap when we talk
xokidtronikxo: thats awesome

xokidtronikxo: the one that talks shit about svetlana
x LilMisstake x: slutlana
x LilMisstake x: yeah i gotcha haha
xokidtronikxo: hehehe
xokidtronikxo: totalfaketitslana
x LilMisstake x: lol
x LilMisstake x: slantednoeslana
x LilMisstake x: nose*
xokidtronikxo: fuckin hebrewnoselana
xokidtronikxo: shes kinda jewish

xokidtronikxo: lol that guy from Otown just got slapped and got called cupcake
xokidtronikxo: i would have layed that mother fucker out
x LilMisstake x: haha no way! ashley?
xokidtronikxo: yeah
xokidtronikxo: and took a glass broke it and shoved it in his neck
x LilMisstake x: lmao
xokidtronikxo: tell that bitch ass whats what

and this kid is also equally fun but less ghetoo :

ROBRBRKR: Do you know who ate all the donuts?
x LilMisstake x: that fat cop
x LilMisstake x: was taht really the question or are you just avoiding it? lol
ROBRBRKR: No
ROBRBRKR: I wasnt
x LilMisstake x: ok jw
ROBRBRKR: Jw?
x LilMisstake x: just wondering
ROBRBRKR: ah
x LilMisstake x: it wasnt the question or you werent avoiding it?
ROBRBRKR: I werent avoiding it
x LilMisstake x: okie dokie
ROBRBRKR: Aspargus loves Atlantic city
ROBRBRKR: Its a scientific fact
ROBRBRKR: I read it in a book
x LilMisstake x: wow interesting lol
ROBRBRKR: Yeah I bet your thinking right now If I could slap this kid right now I woul
ROBRBRKR: would
x LilMisstake x: lol nope not at all
ROBRBRKR: Well I am
x LilMisstake x: your thinking of slapping yourself?
ROBRBRKR: Um no I was gonna slap bob who is sitting right who is complelty 100% not made up and isnt in my head
ROBRBRKR: here*
x LilMisstake x: lol you have a friend over?
ROBRBRKR: I have seven
ROBRBRKR: lets see
x LilMisstake x: haha
ROBRBRKR: theres chet and steve and carl and of course bob
ROBRBRKR: Yeah we party here all the time
ROBRBRKR: Not really those fuckers are freeloader I think Im going to evict their asses
x LilMisstake x: nice counting, chief
x LilMisstake x: you should
ROBRBRKR: I thought so too
x LilMisstake x: charge them for rent also
ROBRBRKR: and If the fuckers take any furtinure I am going for my gun
ROBRBRKR: yeah

alls i need is a convo with katie and i am all set. i have sweet friends. fo sho

im not ugly, im pretty deprived

2006-02-18T06:09:49Z

i had fun today. woke up by my mom asking if i wanted to go to chuck-e cheese with her and morgan and jaimee- two of her 8 year old daycare kids. why wouldnt i want to go? so i called kaitlin and asked if she wanted to go. of course she said yes. so we met there and had a blast. i had pigtails in for no apparant reason.. just because i never do anythign with my hair and i felt like doing something different thinking "ok.. its a kids place. whos going to be there?" umm some hott guys apparantely. only like 4 though. and then jordan and kaylia were there so that was random. shes so nice though. talked to jordan a few times. me and katie got 40 tokens each to spend and we played mucho fun games. waited for arctic thunder for like 10 min because they were being game hogs.. lol. we were yelling to eachother like "hey katie!! chuck-e is standing over there!!! hes going to die in like 6 min so we better go see him before." lol it was grand. and at the end of the fun, we got our pictures taken in the chuck-e sketch booth thing. that was hilarious. "GET IN THE CIRCLE!" i flipped it off forgeting that the stupid character has to "sketch" it all within 2 min so we stood in front of the screen laughing our asses off so no one would see and i wouldnt get in trouble. thats a good picture. lol. then kaitlin went home and me, mom, and the kids went to the bank and then to pick up my glasses!! yay!! they are adorable. and raspberry colored which matches my hair. and coat. wooh. so today was fun. picked my dad up from work and then later drove to marios for pizza to bring back. drove pretty fast. it was grand.
probably doesnt sound like it but im in a bad mood. i dont like writing in here everytime i feel like shit because then i feel bad. so i try to make it about fun stuff also. but seriously.. i dont know what it is but i just feel horrible right now. im jealous of justin and his gf even though he never even said anything to me about her to make me jealous.. and im jealous of amanda and claude.. i dont know. im jealous of everyone even if they dont have someone. thats just who i am. i get jealous soo easily. i just dont get it. i know im ugly but come on. ive seen a lot of ugly people dating eachother. ugly people dont even try to talk to me. or want to go out with me. please tell me, am i that repulsive? seriously. im not using the excuse "because im so shy" when people ask why i dont have a boyfriend. obviously thats not it. the right time will come? i just have to wait? fuck that. dont tell me that bullshit. im sick of hearing it.. ITS NOT TRUE. you guys dont know what to say so thats the excuse you come up with everytime. id like the truth ladies and gentlemen. i dont care if it hurts or not because it will really help me. just please tell me the truth. im not going to go kill myself if you are like "ok.. well the truth is that you smell." or "your just not the right look guys are going for." because seriously, i cant think lower of myself. its not like i think im soo hott and you crush my dreams. no. i just want to know what you think.
im terribly sorry for complaining and doing the same shit as i used to do but it helps to let it all out. and i envy how katie writes how she feels all the time in her journal because she really doesnt care what people think. so thats what im giong to do know even if you think im being a bitch or whiny or trying to make people feel sorry for me. because im not trying to do that. but anyways, have a lovely day

confused

2006-02-17T01:11:18Z

fav song at the moment. its sooo fucking good.
im really confused about EVERYTHINGGGG
i really dont understand.
ive been so emotional within the past week and its not even the time of the month. usually when im trying to part my hair perfectly after a shower, the only time i'll cry about how i hate my hair is once every month. and ive just been breaking down on small things like that.
i cried a lot this past week and for some of the part i dont know why. but for teh most part im just really lonely. and then i'll get to school feeling like shit and by the end of the day i have wonderful inside jokes and i can yell with whitney in 6th hour and laugh at the teacher.
i really wish i could stick with one emotion and not care that i dont have a bf. whats with bfs anyway? boys just break your heart. its kind of like food. unhealthy food tastes the best, but its not good for you in the long run and its not good for your body. but its grand. boys are grand also until you get your heartbroken. i havent had that happen yet and im scared to let it. one has been a jerk and that really hurt me but seriously, i dont know what id do if i was ever cheated on or anything like that. i want a boyfriend so bad but at the same time im scared because im so shy and i hate feeling insecure.
but anyways, i have to go over to my sister's house in this LOVELY storm. yes i said lovely. i love storms but its horrible out. im going to the store also with my mom to get haagen dazs because i have a small sore throat and my mom is going out anyways so im gonna just go with her.

im sooo sorry katie. i wish there was something i could do or say! i feel horrible. call me if you need something. im ALWAYS here for you and i know i joke around a lot to make you feel better but im not good with the whole talking thing. so throwing a pretzel at you was a sign of "FEEL BETTER OR I'LL SHOVE THIS FUCKING PRETZEL DOWN YOUR FUCKING THROAT!" jk i love you!!!!!!!

fav song assholes

Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
You keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
Swimming through the ashes of another life
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight

What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

[CHORUS]

Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe

[CHORUS]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY =] ::fingers to head::

2006-02-14T05:10:29Z

FUCK VALENTINES DAY. fuck it up its stupid ass

everyone can go fuck themselves for all i care.

dumbest
holiday
everrrrr

imfuckingoverthisloveshit.imsickofwaitingfornothing.wellfuckyou.nnotgettingmyhopesuptofallanylonger.

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-02-12T13:39:00

2006-02-12T18:48:43Z

i hate how i dont have my own car so my dad sometimes wont let me go anywhere.
i hate how i dont have a bf and theres no one to even consider anymore.
i hate how ive cried 3 times already since 12.
and i hate how im sure i'll be feeling fine tomorrow. and i will get pretty happy until something comes to mind or someone brings me down and my happiness turns to shit.
but mostly, i will be fine in an hour. i wont stay sad anymore thank god.
because i think im finally getting over that depression.

but for now, im giong to complain and piss and moan on here until my sister and friends come over a little later.
crying is lovely sometimes. except for the hurting part.

but i'll be fine tomorrow. thanks to my friends. mostly just katie and whitney. thanks guys =]
and thank you amanda for the great time. it was fun
morbidly obese, fucked up bunch of bones, and the retarded squirrel. its how we roll. and i love ya to death!

esta vida es un asco

2006-02-09T04:45:33Z

god what the fuck

esta vida es un asco.. why the hell did i ever think otherwise and why couldnt i just stay the way i became.. FUCK

por favor!

2006-01-27T03:21:19Z

::puppy dog face:: you KNOW i have the best puppy dog face

Fill this out about me!!! **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends so they can fill it out about you! Got it? BE HONEST! **YES or NO**

- - - - - - YES or N0
Ugly? :
Kind? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Ghetto? :
Crazy?:
Nice? :
Mean?:
Rude?:
Cool? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Hott ?:
Exotic?:
Creative? :
Smart? :
A psycho? :
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :

- - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD
Give me a new name, what would it be ?:
Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?:
Do one thing with me, it would be ?:
Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?:

- - - - - - W0ULD Y0U
Kiss me ?:
Ever go out with me ?:
If you already have, would you do it again ?:
Have sex with me?:
Why or why not?:
Marry me if you could ?:
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:

- - - - - - QUESTi0NS
What is my phone number?:
Which song reminds you of me?:
When is my birthday?:
Who is/are my best friend/s?:
Where did we meet?:
Have you ever had a dream about me? Describe it.:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What do you love about me?:
Describe me in 3-5 words...:

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-01-26T17:01:00

2006-01-26T22:35:27Z

so not much to update on. school isnt as bad as i thought. new schedule sucks compared to last though. because the classes that got changed were my favorites with all of my friends. and luckilly katie changed into my 4th hour which is the fucking best. and whitney just changed into my 6th hour which was my least fav class with a bunch of underclassmen. i love you whitney! lol ms pickins cant talk. its hilarious. and 1st hour is funny because theres a few ok people and plus mr. spencer can be kind of funny.
4th hour was hilarious yesterday. i dont know why, but me and katie always make fun of helen keller. yea i know its mean but its funny. it was dead silent and we were supposed to be answering questions from the book and i saw a column that said "Helen's story" about some random girl telling her story in quotes dealing with being a victim of robbery or some shit because its for criminal justice and i pointed to it and kaitlin instantly got it. and im like "thats not helen keller's... her story would be like "gghaahghghg waghdaklsdjg ugha giughl gheaaagughhhg aklsdjgkl;" and we seriously laughed for about 3 min straigt. it was the funniest thing ever. we couldnt breathe. no one looked at us or said anything but i knew we were annoying someone. lmao. it was great. i love laughing. especially the uncontrolable no breathing kind. oh yeah. and also in that class the other day, mr legutco or however you spell it was going over class rules and hes really cool but he said no swearing. so when me and katie were getting paper, i handed some to her and yelled "here's your paper, BITCH!" it was so funny. swearing is my favorite. swearing and laughing. also waving. i realized today how much i wave at school. whenever i see someone in the hall that im friends with or cool with, i wave at them. dont even really talk to them. lol. its fun. but anyways, tomorrow is friday so that is awesome. i dont know what im doing yet so if anyone wants to make plans, i MIGHT be free. MIGHT.
ps i think i suck at life. yesterday i didnt eat anything for breakfast or lunch like normal school days, and when i came home i was like starving but i didnt eat for a while because nothing looked good and i didnt want to eat something that i didnt want. lol. it was stupid for sure. then i made a sandwhich because im not an anorexic whore. i actually eat too much. but lately ive been trying to eat more good foods. kind of.
dude OMG one more thing. i went home "sick" tuesday because i was falling asleep in some classes and couldnt stand being at school the rest of the day so i told my mom i had chills and my head hurt a little bit and it was just a sick feeling so i went home. well today, she said "i think i had what you had today. i had chills off and on and i was a little dizzy and threw up a few times.. but then after i took a little nap i was ok.. its getting better." i was like "..glad your feeling better.." shes like "yeah thanks for giving it to me.." OMG I COULD HAVE DIED. i was like no fucking way. thats hilarious. yeah mom, you got what i had made up. weird
but im gonna go now. im gonna go lay down but not take a nap because i need to stop doing that all the time. i'll update when i have some fun stuff to talk about. later days.

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-01-21T12:42:00

2006-01-21T18:18:38Z

being 17 has gotten a great start

i fucking love all of my friends- and my new ones.

the party on friday was awesome. thanks to my crazy mother lol, amanda, whitney, katie, jessica, beans, kelsey, jackie, and shane. if i just forgot someone then im sorry but im stupid. that was seriously the coolest bday party ever. whitney you are absolutely the coolest person ever. we love you and im sorry you couldnt come to the real party. lol.

"amanda took my fucking bacardiiiiii!!!!"

i
was
fucking
TRASHED

it was seriously the best night of my life. this week has been AWESOMELY GREAT
seriously i cant thank you guys enough for the people at my house, and at jessicas. you rock my world

posting pics later in myspace so check them out. have to get them developed today. but im out

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-01-17T23:37:00

2006-01-18T04:39:15Z

hey whores -- back online.

exams tommorow thru friday.

friday = my 17th bday!!

comment if you wanna come over friday for a little partii.

xblood_fairyx @ 2006-01-03T14:12:00

2006-01-03T14:39:12Z

so xmas was really good. got a lot of cool stuff. bunch of cds and movies and jewelry. and xmas eve is my fav part of xmas and i fucking got food poisoning or some shit.. it sucked! it hurt off and on but when it did hurt, holy shit. so that pretty much ruined the fun. well not really. i still had a lot of fun. just painfully fun. it wasnt that bad on xmas. it went away by that night. so that was that. break was great because i got to catch up on a lot of sleep. i didnt really do much but sleep. i did my day on the job for economics. hung out with rachel one day and then curtis came over the next. it was a lot of fun. hung out with amanda and also jackie. anyways. this weekend was awesome. i hung out with amanda and we drove around and rented some movies.. then new years eve was fun for sure. i got completely wasted. that was hilarious. threw up right when the ball dropped. i didnt know when i did because i didnt hear the tv but i knew i missed it. im like shit. missed it by 5 min. but i didnt know it was right on cue. amanda told me. so yeah that was great. i drunk dialed justin and katie. she was laughing to hard at me. then jessica called me. then i beat amanda at pool. which i dont get because i was the one drinking. then my parents came home tipsy and that was pretty funny. i hid it well though. then my daddy made us breakfast at 2am and me and amanda watched this fucked up movie. i wasnt understanding it or really even paying attention for that matter so i was like "what the hell was THAT about?" and she didnt even know. she gets movies really well so for her not to understand it must mean it was a pretty weird movie. but she watched the whole thing so i guess it wasnt too bad. just really confusing. then the next day.. well the same day was my mom's bday. woke up at 12 and gave her her present and such. tried hooking up her new dvd player for the basement but its an old tv so me and amanda drove over to best buy for some adapter thingy. and then we stopped at tim hortons for some breakfast even though it was like 2:oo. once we got home i tried hooking it up for my mom but it was hella confusing and it took me a really long time. finally got that bitch figured out and was able to eat my effing doughnuts. then panda left and i guess i just sat in my room for a few hours waiting for jackie and shane to get there. we all ate dinner and decided that since shen didnt have to work monday and i didnt have school, id spend the night. that was fun. we went over to shane's friend Paul's house for a little something and stayed there for a few hours. and it was really funny because all of us were in their bedroom and me, jackie, and pau'ls gf was on the bed because they dont have furniture. and we were just talking and everything and all of a sudden, jackie looks down and was like WTF! she had white stuff all over the bottom of her pant leg and all of her shoes and we were like "what the hell is that from?" it was so gross. it looked like ranch so we were hoping thats all it was. and jackie said that they probably have ranch packets in the car from like burger king so she probably stepped on one in the car. lol it was soo gross. then we left there and watched american pie: band camp at their house while eating dorritos and drinking orange pop. me and jackie got stomach aches from that junk. their dog scrappy seriously is soo annoying. hes cute but a physco. he bugged me the whole entire time. trying to hump my leg and bite me and climb on the couch. then he kept me up until 5am barking and whining. i tried taking him outside but he wouldnt go so i figured he didnt have to go potty. but jackie got up around 4 and noticed that he took a crap in the kitchen so i was mad about that. i let him out twice. so then he had to go in his cage and bark his ASS OFF for the longest time so i couldnt sleep. ugh it was annoying. then we got up around 1 and sat around the whole day. i started playing with scrappy in fun on the floor and was like trying to tire him out but hes a pitbull so that didnt work out. i didnt do anything to make him mad but he got really pissed off or something and started biting really hard and i got kind of scared that he was gonna like attack me. and he bit my leg and i screamed. lol. it didnt bleed but theres still teeth marks and its all red. i couldnt get him into his cage because he was gonna bite me and i was afraid so when i yelled, jackie got him in there. so then we tried playing cards in the kitched at the table and he kept trying to bite my feet and legs and scratch the hell out of them. it was so fucking annoying.theres marks all over my leg. then shane came home and we played more cards while he took a shower and we went to get taco bell. i got home around 10 which made my mom really mad because i forgot that she called and said that when i got dropped off, we would all help put xmas boxes back in the attic. well, we forgot. and i also had dishes to put away. so i guess im doing that today. but she was mad. so i had to help her anyways and then take a shower. i got to bed last night around 1:20. so im pretty tired. id be more tired if i got more sleep though. weird. but im gonna go now. i hate being back at school. its soo weird. like omg. lol. a nap is required when i get home. so i'll update soon. and our computer should definitlely be up and running really soon. we ordered something that should be in by now. woo hoo. later days and happy new year.

xblood_fairyx @ 2005-12-15T14:43:00

2005-12-15T14:44:18Z

i kind of want a boyfriend for christmas.
but at the same time i dont because boys cause problems.
and also im really shy.
ive never had a boyfriend during christmas before. it would be nice.
but that wont happen.

anyways,
i was hoping for a snow day today. i wanted one so bad even though we had one last friday and also we had more than a half day on monday. i asked my mom if i could just stay home anyways for no reason but she said no. i guess once i get here, school aint that bad. i just hate going. i dont like it at all. luckilly only 4 more school days until break counting today. hopefully christmas will be better this year. i highly doubt it but its worth wishing for. boyfriend or no boyfriend, i want to be happy on christmas.

wooh

2005-12-13T14:35:41Z

yesterday was mucho fun. school had a gas leak so we got out at 10:20. that was awesome. so i took a nap until 5:10 because amanda called me. im glad your interview went great and im sorry that i didnt call back but i was getting ready to go SLEDDING!! i love sledding! me, kaitlin, and robert went to soutwestern and had so much fun. we made him try out everything to be safe, lol. then we noticed a sign after halfway through it that said "no sledding or sliding" even though everyone always does anyways. so we tried covering it with snow. except it was all icy so the icy snow didnt even attempt to stay. it covered up the "s" so i was like "yeah, well i dont know what no 'ledding' means so i am not in the wrong." lol. then they were all cold so we left to get hot chocolate at mcdonalds. that was fun too. we talked a lot. and twirled our cups. and i put ice in mine to cool it down because it was too hot to drink. and we played some videogames in the kids place and i played ddr for the first time. i sucked. but got kind of better. then we took our boots off to do it and after we were done playing, we noticed that the mat said "always have shoes on".. lol. we broke many rules today. but i was really hott because i had 2 pairs of jeans of for sledding. then we dropped robert off and me and kaitlin wanted to make the light up reindeers on the neihbors lawn hump. but robert said an old guy lived there so we didtn want to be mean. but one of the reindeer was already bent over.. it was in the perfect position! but we just laughed at it and i got dropped off at home. and sadly, today we had school. i was dissapointed. we stold jessica's car at kroger today. me and katie did. lol. then she got kind of mad. but when she ran into the bakery for some donuts, she left the keys in the car again. i was like wtf.. lol. but we didnt move it again. i really dont want to be here.i want to go sledding again. and have some hot chocolate. and take a nap. i just want it to be xmas though. i got a lot of stuff on sunday from great lakes crossing. it was a lot of fun with my mom and jackie. but it sucks buying stuff and having to wait until xmas. oh well. im gonna go now. but good luck tomorrow amanda. you will be fine! sorry i cant be there. =( get well soon!

xblood_fairyx @ 2005-12-07T13:56:00

2005-12-07T14:16:14Z

x-mas is fantastic.
fan-fucking-tastic.